Wednesday, October 22, 2008
now im in yiwen's apartment... v sad tt e internet my laptop cannot use... so now im like stucked without any internet access which seriously freaks me out cux im on it everyday and all the time!
yesterday i received an sms frm shihao telling me tt im in different grp as them for e next sem... as in not different grp... different class... hahas... i was quite bummed out... as in when i saw it i almost cried out! but then e 2nd sms tt he replied me was like i kinda knew it? but yet on another hand thr was still such a possibility... so i didn't know... lucky sherry smsed me later to let me know tt it was all a prank! hais... i duno y he gotta toment me like tis!
i just received news from Sherry tt someone had gotten another girl's no while they were pubbing on mon. Yeaps... now i seriously duno wad to say or even react to except for just pretending to 1) don't know and 2) dun care... yesh... just pretend tt i duno is e best solution... i duno la... thr r a million things tt i just wanna say and ask but yet im just not in e position to do so...
i wished tt thr was like an sms at e very least frm singapore side... but too bad really dun have at all! i cannot sms 1st cux if i did it's like i also duno.... it's gonna b bad... it reflects bad on me... seriously now im like typing without anything even gg thru my mind which means i seriously duno wad im typing... im listening to e song on e tv now while typing... sians... give up hope... can i not eat dinner? all fattening stuff which is not good for my revenge plan... i duno la! super sad now...
e no internet access is bugging me big time n im now quite sad... i also duno y... i guess cux i received some news and tt im like duno wad to do now... bums me out big time! okies... i just managed to talk to vanitha for a little... it kinda lifts my spirit for a little?? ergh! give up hope... i seriously keep thinking tt if i was here studying wad wld happen... or if he came here and i was in singapore wad wld happen... i really duno... either or... e ending is still e same.... i guess im and i was never good enuf... i really duno la! give up hope!
listening to everyone laughing outside to the spongebob makes me just wanna hide in here to use e internet like crazy... hahas... i need internet and i love internet!! like wad andy and diana says... i need to feel connected! hahas... sry yiwen if u gotta see this... hahas... but i just love e internet too much!! hahas....
i kinda wanna go back earlier to singapore cux i need to fix my stupid LG secret and then do proj n study... ergh! how?! headache sia... but den sun i wanna go dreamworld... unless yiwen managed to let me know whr e DFO is den mayb i can go on fri and den sat go dreamworld n den sun go back singapore... but makes no sense at all... it's just 1 day and plus like tis i gotta go to e airport myself... mon vanitha's bf nice enuf to send me to e airport but den... i got tons of bags and i dun fancy e idea of taking e train to e city n den changing train to e airport which is gonna b bad... better go back on mon... dun think too much alr!!
okies... i guess yiwen is running low on her internet... it's like super precious... not like singapore... unlimited access... so yeaps... it kinda feels so different and foreign.... as in e way e internet is calculated here... based on GBs and stuff... duno la! now i kinda love singapore alr!! haahs...
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